Tomorrow....I still miss You and Love YOU!

Life goes on...but my heart stopped the day you left me on this earth to make my own way. I love you still, honey with all my heart and soul. I remember your smile...your laughter...can still hear your voice. I miss the talks/discussions...the way you kissed...the feel of your arms around me. No one has taken that center place in my heart away. Although the world sees me smile...or hears my laughter...inside I'm still hurting. I wouldn't want you back if you had to go through what you did all those years...but I do want you back. Forever and eternally yours, my dearest love...my dearest friend...my dearest confidant.

Thinking of you and missing you...

Happy Memorial Day, Honey....thank you for your service to our country. I love you...

Happy birthday, Honey!

Another birthday without you here, honey. I miss you and love you as much as I ever did. I know you'll be celebrating with your mom and dad, Mr. Purr, my dad, my brother, and the host of other friends and relatives there in Heaven with you.

You're still the center of my universe, baby. Happy birthday! XOXO forever...
Eternally yours....

I love you and miss you, Larry...xoxo

Sad News This Morning...

Tried to call Larry's mom and sister yesterday, like always on the anniversary of Larry's passing, but was unable to reach anyone. Left a message for Lyn. She called me back this morning to tell me that Alyce - Larry's & Lyn's mom, passed away last night at 11:55pm. Same day as Larry...3 years later. I love you, Alyce. But, now you are once again with Frank and Larry. I know you are happy again. We will miss you, and never forget you. God bless... xoxoxo...

Pictured, L to R: Alyce, Larry, and Lynell

Three Years Today...and still counting...

October 16, 2011

I think about you every day. References made to when you were here with me. I love you as much today as I ever did...and I miss you even more. It's been 3 years today since the Lord called you home. I know you are well and happy there. I remember what you told me about your "dream" that day you coded at dialysis, and that comforts me knowing you are no longer in pain...able to walk...and laugh...and smile. I still feel you...I still hear your voice and see your face. I love you, Larry. Forever yours,.....Brenda (mickieb{LM})

I've had you on my mind so much lately...

These are the last few days we shared 3 years ago, and there are times when it feels like yesterday. Then, there are times when it feels like forever. I love you so much, Larry. You have branded me yours forever, no matter my circumstances here on this earth. I will never find what you and I shared ever again. No one could ever meet your standards. For a few years, I was blessed with true happiness...with a true love...and granted the privilege of sharing all of that with you...because of you. There are times when I think I hear you call my name...hear your laughter. I miss our talks desperately. The hours we spent talking about anything...going from one topic to another. I miss your analytic mind...your ability to see the whole picture and make the right choice with positive results. I miss lying next to you...your arms holding me...the tender kisses...and your whispers of love. I can still hear you tell me just minutes before you left me to be with our Lord, "...no matter what happens, I want you to remember how very much I love you." I only pray that you know how much of an impact you left on me and my life. I wonder if you really knew the depth of how very much I loved and worshiped you...how very thankful I was to have been your wife. And in my heart, I will always be your wife. I will always be yours. I love you and miss you, honey. And one day, we will be together again...for eternity.  

Eternally yours,

mickieb{LM}