Thinking of you & missing you...

Wish heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories & a picture in a frame. Your memory is a ...keepsake...from which I'll never part....... God has you in his arms...I have you in my heart ~ Re-post if you have someone in heaven.

Would have celebrated 11 years today

Today marks 11 years since the day Larry and I first met face-to-face in New York where he and Alyson picked me up. We spent the night in Mesena, NY before traveling back to Ohio the next day. Beautiful memories that I will cherish for a lifetime. The ultimate of what a relationship should be between two people.

I love you, Babe!
Forever,

Happy 63rd Birthday, Baby...

Larry - My Perfect Match & Soul Mate
07-21-1947 thru 10-16-2008

I miss you so much, honey.
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you.

With all my love forever....
Brenda

Our Wedding Anniversary: 04/27/2001

This past Tuesday would have been mine and Larry's 9th wedding anniversary. I missed the poem he would have written. I missed his smile when he would look at me and tell me "Happy Anniversary, Darling". I missed the kiss. I missed the hug.

I have a hard time dealing with his passing when special dates roll around. Tomorrow, May 1st, will mark the first conversation we had online. He had such a "presence" online. A "bigger than life" presence. I knew he was special even then.

I haven't been to the cemetery. Not because I haven't wanted to go. Generally, it's been because of weather (we had a horrendous winter), or the lack of money. Besides, his presence is still here in our home. His pictures still hang on my walls. His clothes still hang in our closet. I still have a hard time packing away anything of his. I have done some packing, but I just can't bring myself to put away, give away, or throw out his "stuff" (his term), without breaking down. His greeting is still on his cell phone that I use now. At least I can still hear his voice.

God, I miss him so much! I have a lot of pictures of him on my Facebook page...http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1106200284&ref=profile.

I'll always love you, Larry. Always...