I've had you on my mind so much lately...

These are the last few days we shared 3 years ago, and there are times when it feels like yesterday. Then, there are times when it feels like forever. I love you so much, Larry. You have branded me yours forever, no matter my circumstances here on this earth. I will never find what you and I shared ever again. No one could ever meet your standards. For a few years, I was blessed with true happiness...with a true love...and granted the privilege of sharing all of that with you...because of you. There are times when I think I hear you call my name...hear your laughter. I miss our talks desperately. The hours we spent talking about anything...going from one topic to another. I miss your analytic mind...your ability to see the whole picture and make the right choice with positive results. I miss lying next to you...your arms holding me...the tender kisses...and your whispers of love. I can still hear you tell me just minutes before you left me to be with our Lord, "...no matter what happens, I want you to remember how very much I love you." I only pray that you know how much of an impact you left on me and my life. I wonder if you really knew the depth of how very much I loved and worshiped you...how very thankful I was to have been your wife. And in my heart, I will always be your wife. I will always be yours. I love you and miss you, honey. And one day, we will be together again...for eternity.  

Eternally yours,

mickieb{LM}