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11:37AM -- Yesterday got emotional and I couldn't make myself sit here and write. Larry and I finally "talked" and we both ended up in tears. He's upset because he's leaving us; and we're upset for the same reason. Told him I didn't want to sound selfish, but I'd keep him here forever even if it meant doing even more for him than I already do. Told him I sat out on the porch the other night and it finally sunk in that there is going to be a day when he leaves this house, he won't be coming back. It won't be like it has in the past...trips to the hospital for days or weeks, and then come back home. Told him I would rather be here with him around the clock, but I continue to go out just to maintain some normalcy.